Our Marriage Anniversary

One fine morning we called up our guys in India. They didn't sound great. Their horrified voice told us that Indian are being killed in US . I got up saying "What???" This was the nightmare I got today morning. The time was 4.35A.M and I dint sleep after that.
I am having sleepless nights and even if I sleep, nightmares are haunting me. Frequent mood swings are there. I don't have a reason to cry. Still I cry. I am always tired and want to sleep. I could not take proper care of mm. I really feel guilty about that. All my frustrations turn towards both my guys. (rendum romba paavam) I always think about my mom. I miss her a lot. If she were with me, half of my pregnancy symptoms would be relieved.
Today is our 6th marriage anniversary and i got up with such an unpleasant dream. But thank god, my mood changed after I got up from my bed. MM took work at home(heavenly, isn't it?), as I had a Doctor visit. We nicely spent our day at home along with my in-laws. Evening, our Friends gave us a surprise visit and we had a nice time, having food, chatting.
I was worried when i got up in the morning but the day went on pleasantly and I am happy now...