One fine morning we called up our guys in India. They didn't sound great. Their horrified voice told us that Indian are being killed in US . I got up saying "What???" This was the nightmare I got today morning. The time was 4.35A.M and I dint sleep after that.
I am having sleepless nights and even if I sleep, nightmares are haunting me. Frequent mood swings are there. I don't have a reason to cry. Still I cry. I am always tired and want to sleep. I could not take proper care of mm. I really feel guilty about that. All my frustrations turn towards both my guys. (rendum romba paavam) I always think about my mom. I miss her a lot. If she were with me, half of my pregnancy symptoms would be relieved.
Today is our 6th marriage anniversary and i got up with such an unpleasant dream. But thank god, my mood changed after I got up from my bed. MM took work at home(heavenly, isn't it?), as I had a Doctor visit. We nicely spent our day at home along with my in-laws. Evening, our Friends gave us a surprise visit and we had a nice time, having food, chatting.
I was worried when i got up in the morning but the day went on pleasantly and I am happy now...
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
3 comments:
hey happy anniversary... read good books...watch old tamil movies... i m not good in telling such things as u know dfntly better... but stil :).good that atleast ur in-laws are there...divert urself.. take care dear.
hey belated aniversary!!! sorry missed it. i know how you feel....been there!! All i can say is go for walks with lil mm and read good books say prayers...you will be fine dear...take lots of good care
Thanks Vani and Mookuthi for your care..
Post a Comment